I’m Shawna.

I built a life that looked right on paper, married young, five kids, the house, the constant holding-it-all-together.
I did what I thought was expected.
Until it damn near broke me.

When everything started to crumble, I didn’t chase balance or a softer version of the same life.
I walked away… from my entire life.
No backup plan. No applause.
Just the truth that staying would cost more than leaving.

What came next wasn’t some glossy healing journey.
It was raw, messy, sacred work.
I tore it all down.
Walked ancient lands alone. Sat in silence. Faced the stories that had owned me and told me who I was.
I met the woman underneath it all.

That’s the fire behind Ash & Bloomfire- where truth scorches illusion and what’s real finally breathes again.
The readings, the sessions, the rituals, they’re not just services; they’re sparks meant to wake the soul back up.

And The Sacred Spoon is how that same truth shows up at the table.
Food as medicine. Simplicity as prayer.
Remembering our bodies are part of the ceremony too.

Everything I share comes from living it first.
This isn’t theory- it’s blood, tears, and grace forged through fire.

If something in you is ready to stop pretending and come home to what’s real, you’ll fit right in!